Y Thursday, September 16, 2004
[9.07am]
It's a Thursay early morning.. but I'm not happy... at all... I've been neglected.... for weeks! I gave him a call... abt 8.30pm last night... he said ask me go watch tv.. dun talk.. ok.. so I thought he might give me a ring back... but no... I had to call him at 10.15pm... he was sleeping... I'm so sad already.. so I gave him a tone ask him as go back sleep and I'm tired... I hung up the phone and he called back and yelled at me for throwing tempers and hanging up his phone!
What the hell did I do wrong? All I wanted was a chat... at least 15 mins, did I ask for more? All he said was he was sick and vomited... oh gosh... like real that I know... didn't receive any msg... den take it that I was wrong.. what about the 2 nights before and even last week?? All I heard was he too tired and fell asleep... But before that had he even consider to give me a ring to check on how are things like for me? Rather than I call him every night and all I know is he fell asleep... how many times had that happened??!!
Who can understand how I felt? Been neglected... always go to bed... without a good bye or what?
[9.51am]
Now even great!!! He just called and gave me a upside down!!!! All sorts of excuses!!! I can accept the excuses... but not EVERYDAY the same story... if you feel tired...can't u just give me a call 1st or wat??? Or at least a msg... I can accept... not EVERYDAY I called and he is asleep and gave me all sorts of reasons!!!!
Tears flow like nobody care all at!!!
TIRED TIRED TIRED!!!
EVERYONE IS TIRED!!!
[9.57pm]
footprints left @ 9:57 AM
