Y Wednesday, October 13, 2004
10.07 pm
2004 is a bad year for me. Alot of things happen. Death is one of them. I had went 2 funerals.. my grandfather and Molly's mother. Here come another 1... Melvin. Melvin had been a good boss to me. He is always cheerful in everything. His death is a shock to the whole company. Everyone in the office is very sad and their eyes went red. No communication had went on.
I managed to had 1 last look at him, at the hospital. I went there wz Jill, Karina and Darran during lunch time. He was in semi-coma, which he could only lay on bed, with eyes open. He couldn't talk animore But he know we are there to see him. He could only drop his tears and could do nothing more. Seeing him this way made my heart ache.
He is a good guy and if God would like to take him away, he should be taken away peacefully. Coz I felt that he was realli suffering. Maybe his death is a relief to his pain, for we do not know how much he is suffering. Maybe it is so painful that he can't even describe. Only he himself know. God has taken him away and I'm sure God will take very good care of him in heaven, same as he take care of my grandfather too
Tomoro I'm goin to Melvin's wake. I'm so sad. Glad that I cried in FQ's arms, for he can comfort me.
Signing off...
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