Y Wednesday, November 03, 2004
10.31 pm
Alarm strike at 7.00 am in the morning. Hit the alarm and laid on the bed till 7.15 am... Had a better sleep last night... maybe becoz... had a "mini" chat. Good. At least, my heart is not heavy as before. Woke up and on my pc... been doing this for the past 2 days.... a hope... for something... but nah, can't find it. Took my clothes and den... "iron" hair again. I'm getting more "professional" de lor.... 15 mins can be done... but the hair is not beri straight de la.... still curl... but alot better. (the hair after wake up is terrible, I tried not to wet my hair... coz.... it will take a longer time to dry the hair and also, hair when wet is easier to get damage...)
Aniwae I left the house early today coz I want to reach my office to check out if the reservations is cancelled or wat... (In fear). The bus came right after I crossed the road, just nice for me.... sent Felicia a msg... not meeting her tonight. I myself is in a zombie mode now. Walking zombie... lolz... maybe too exaggerating la.... but I'm tired... I just feel like going home and do nothing.... Got on the bus and saw that stalker again! Damn... leave my house early le wor... why is this still happening to me.... SHIT!!! Dun care.... just walked fast... got on the train.... Saw Karina at Serangoon... but I did't call out to her... I'm not in the right gadget to chit chat... I just wan to listen to my songs... and be quiet.... Dolby Gaut and I found my seat.... Karina sat opposite me... (not directly la) but we are blocked by 2 person standing.... Things are like this.... seemed block by things.... have to clear the air, den it will be a clear sky le.... hahaa... crazy me... must be... but aniwae... "saw" her at Chinatown station la.... we walked up today....
Lucky me, the flights are not cancelled.... phew.... hurried to refax the EO over... and tried to do something... like picking up the calls or wat.... Got a msg... Send to the wrong person... OMG.... had to resend the msg... I was told to take care of myself... who's the kind soul? Sent to Huixian (This time I got it correct), she said it's okie... good....
Work.... damn shitty, been authorised, but no seats available! Saw alot seats yesterday!!! Stupid!!! OMG... What should I do.... Panic... I hate to work in such panicky mood.... drives away all my energy... I'm already low batt... save some for me... I dun wan to work in this kind of environment again... nope... I wana quit... yes... this job tires me out... mentally..... be prepared to get scoldings or wat... reasons or without... coz it's customer service.... Reali dun wish to continue.... what a job... maybe I wan go study or wat... or change job scope.... me might be happier... not here... stressful... I can't handle stress le...
Today... alot of people in the office is wearing Pink... light pink... bright pink... Whoo... name the pink and we have it.... Oh yeah!!!~~
End work sharp today... walked home coz the bus is not here.... aiyo... the sky getting darker and darker as I walked... SHIT... the clouds can't hold anymore.... leak out.... rain drops.... OMG!!! Reached the bus stop opposite my house... rain.. quite heavy le... ermm... no choice... walked across.....wat to do.... can't ask me wait for the rain to stop... so near... yet so far...
After dinner.. went out... yes.. went out.... *dun tell u guys*
Home and tired.... sleep like a pig.... whahhaa...
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